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I never meant to make it such a mess
I never thought that it
would go this far
So I just stand here sorry
Searching for something to say
Something to say
Words fail words fail
There's nothing I can say
I guess I thought
I could be part of this
I never had this
kind of thing before
I never had that perfect girl
Who somehow could
see the good part of me
I never had the dad who stuck it out
No corny jokes or baseball gloves
No mom who just was there
'Cause mom was
all that she had to be
That's not a worthy explanation
I know there is none
Nothing can make sense of all
these things I've done
Words fail words fail
There's nothing I can say
Except sometimes
you see everything you wanted
And sometimes
you see everything you wish you had
And it's right there
right there right there
In front of you
And you want to believe it's true
So you make it true
And you think
maybe everybody wants it
And needs it a little bit too
This was just a sad invention
It wasn't real I know
But we were happy
I guess I couldn't let that go
I guess I couldn't give that up
I guess I wanted to believe
'Cause if I just believe
Then I don't have to see
what's really there
No I'd rather pretend
I'm something better than
these broken parts
Pretend I'm something
other than this mess that I am
'Cause then
I don't have to look at it
And no one gets to look at it
No no one can really see
'Cause I've learned
to slam on the brake
Before I even turn the key
Before I make the mistake
Before I lead with the worst of me
I never let them see the worst of me
'Cause what if everyone saw
What if everyone knew
Would they like what they saw
Or would they hate it too
Will I just keep on running away
from what's true
All I ever do is run
So how do I step in
Step into the sun
Step into the sun