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The question
What it means to be a man
is so deafening
Daddy left before
he saw my resurrection
So expose to the globe
with no protection
And the hate
I had for him forever left in
Schools sent letters
to my steps and
I only cared for
my dreams so I slept in
So if you know
my name you know
my pen the best friend
So they aint have nothing
to say when they was testing
As a youngin
I was thinking bout a pension
Thought an O would be a
real good investment
150 in the hole was a lesson
But on the real yo
I wasn’t even stressing
Cause I met a fly shorty
at the west inn
And the bud left a good
first impression
And she gave good
knowledge through the texting
But she gave better
knowledge through the sexting
I’ll admit for a bit
I was resting
And the wet had me
thinking bout a wedding
A back hand had me
back on my seven
Too much life
it aint time for heaven
By now she had
my pockets at a dead end
And I know where
the fuck my life was heading
And right when
I was heading to the reverend
My homie rode up
with the glock and told me get in
Saw the watch
it’s a quarter past eleven
Saw the cops and
they saw how we was dressing
It was me og my nigga edwin
That’s jay kanye and otis redding
Hop on a nigga that was selling
Young digenerates
but only for a second
So damn generous
we shoulda called him Ellen
Who knew I grow up
to be a felon
As the days roll
by I live in hell andddd
As the weeks roll
by I started dreading
On my knees for
forgiveness I was begging
I put a gun to my fucking cerebellum
And I stared at the
barrel for a minute
And I swear all the light that I let in
Had me bridge to a life in supension
And the layers of
my soul started shedding
And I finally saw
the answers to my question
What it means to be a man
is so deafening
This existence is only
but a section of all connections
That we’re effecting
and it all comes back
It all comes back
It all comes back
It all comes back